Go Deep: A MM Sports Romance (Red Zone Book 1) by Brooklyn Cate

Author:Brooklyn Cate [Cate, Brooklyn]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-02-28T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 20

Vince

“Ihave to go.” I barely hear my own words since they’re muffled by the blood rushing between my temples.

“You what?”

My chest tightens. I can’t even raise my eyes to look at him. If I do, he’ll see right through me…everything I’m feeling, everything I’m too afraid to acknowledge. I’m not ready for that.

Maybe I won’t ever be.

I took the leap, made my move thinking I was claiming control of the situation. Finally facing my fears, confronting my feelings, and asserting my dominance.

Claiming power over my life and my actions, grasping some shred of control.

I figured I could handle whatever it turned out to be.

I was dead wrong.

I wasn’t prepared for what electrified me at my deepest level. I’d experienced jolts of lust and need and yearning before, but they were faint blips on a radar compared to the sensations that assaulted me when Gabe’s hot and hungry mouth pressed against mine, demanding everything I was willing to give.

And more than anything, I wanted to offer it up to him.

Then I freaked the fuck out because the realization of what I’ve been missing is so goddamn otherworldly that I don’t know how I can live without it now that I’ve had a taste.

His lips and his tongue are like the most potent drug, instantly addictive and dangerously lethal.

They could easily destroy me if I let them.

Gabe thinks that kiss didn’t mean anything to me, that he doesn’t mean anything to me.

But really, he’s everything.

And that’s exactly why this has to end.

I got my answer. I know what I want. I just can’t have it.

Coming here was delicious torment. Leaving will be the most vicious torture.

“Look, if you’re not into me, that’s fine. Maybe you were confused. Maybe you needed to give it a shot to see if it was something you could like.” Gabe cups my chin and forces my head up. “But don’t disrespect me by walking out of here without even looking me in the eye.”

Gabe’s gaze ices over, his glare chilling my bones.

He thinks I’m not into him.

“I shouldn’t have agreed to come up tonight.” I sweep a hand through my hair and turn away.

His cologne taunts me, the powerful scent consuming my senses and making my resolve falter. I want to grab him, to feel his lips on mine again, to feel his cock grind up on me.

Fuck, I need to get away from him.

“I didn’t mean to lead you on. It was wrong⁠—”

“Stop talking.” Gabe drops his hand, placing it against my chest. A jolt zips through me, lighting up my insides at his sudden touch. I swallow hard, my head slowly twisting back toward him.

“Tell me the truth right now, Vince. Did you want something to happen between us? Is that why you’re here right now?”

My pulse jumps, punching a hole in my throat. “Yeah. I did.”

Gabe nods. “And yet you’ve been playing the straight card the whole time we’ve known each other. Why?”

“Because my father is a fucking bigot who thinks gays are an abomination and shouldn’t be allowed to live the lives they want.

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